whack!wake up!

Yeah! thatz how I feel about life right now. Last one week was a roller coaster..crests and troughs, low/high points that seem to last forever..one tight slap! (like they say in MTV :))..like a rude awakening from a slumber..just learning, growing, beginning to feel that I am an adult or atleast growing to be one, trying to be one. I smile to myself at times. Hard to blv that stories you hear about and feel sorry for actually could happen to you! Just learning, just learning..gotta move on, no matter how it seems. Still wondering if whatever is happening is a fabric of dream or a drape of reality