so whatz the big deal?

It dawned on me that I can no longer speak french..I was struggling to leave a scrap. So, here we go..all I wanted to do was wish this person for her new job and tell her that my french sucks..After half an hour of racking my brains, thinking word by word in english and in french, I still cudn't muster up those words, the sentence..simply Zilch! grr..and what is that word for obvious? c'est claire, no..c'est parail, or something like that. I have to audit a course in french now. so whatz the big deal?well knowing french, I have 'framed' a lot of my own words in english..gives me a lot more words to think in, to talk in..not that without that I am less talkative..well, there we go, jabbering again